Angel!
In the friday night, where the temperature were so cold... a young women developed her baby ANGEL. Everybody loves her and treat her well.. she got everything she want " she name it, she have it"
Day after day and month after month, years after years... this little angel has finally grown up.She is a young adult now.She still got everything that she want.... people were so jealous of her.. and thought that she is as happy as an Angel!!!
She is happy! but then she also faces many difficulties that no one ever see and know included
her family members never knew........
Sometimes she sob alone but nobody hears it,
Sometimes she sat down and pray but the God didn't hears it,
Sometimes she tried to say something but everybody ignore it,
it seems like there is no other place for her to release everything that have been kept in her
mind and her heart for so long...
Angel! Angel! she always told her self not to think bout the negative site, feel positive and be happy... ya right! however, no matter how she hide her sadness.... one day it will explode !!
She just couldn't control her emotional... sometimes she just bust it off on her family members
She knows that is was unfair to them but what bout her.. everybody are so unfair to her....
Some dont really treat her as she is
The world is big and bigger than she thought
There are so many kind of people.. good, bad, useless, jerk, etc.
She thought she met a guy who is truely love her and care for her
this guy was really kind to her at the very beginning
He gave her everything she ever wanted.. love, care... and more
At her very beginning of her love story.. it was fantastic.. this "good" guy she thought treat her really nice.. called her everyday and but her luxuries ( bracelet, necklace, a huge teddy) what more he even made a 1000 loves for her..WOW!! great isn't it...
Her friends were so jealous.. haha.. ya right... Having a 'good' boyfriend is all a girl ever wanted..
Angel feel happy, proud.. If u have a boy friend like that? what u think you are? Happy? Proud? exactly what Angel were!!
One year later.......................
Time run so fast that this ' good' guy were changing his attitute toward Angel .. he said many hatred words to Angel that she herself couldn't believed in it.. when Angel called him, he say " you are quite annoying".. OMG.. oh my GOSH.. do you know how painful to a girl who got that from her own boyfriend's mouth? It really hurt her so much.. Her friends kept telling her to leave the guy.." let go! He probably have a 3rd party out there".. that was what they said to her..
Angel was really upset.. and she knew that their relationship were getting worse.. and they seldom talk to each other... something was really going wrong... she tried to safe their relationship ... she tried all her best.. Finally, the END of their relationship....... no one ever thought this will happened, even Angel herself never thought of this.... Angel was so sad that she cried nearly a month every night alone in her small room.. where no one ever heard her cries...
no one knew how pain she was.... But all that she can do was to pretend that nothing happened and go through her everyday routine....
2 month later... her ex told her that he had a new girl friend.. oh he was really a jerk!!.... he betrayed her..... he was really a bad guy.... a JERK.....
Thinking of a JERK is useless... Angel told herself....
and now..
she want a whole new look , new image, and new Angel........ not for guys... but for herself!!
she will be herself and not to pretend anymore
no more pretending!!!!
( she use to pretend as like his ex wanted her to be.. it was really harsh.. )
but now she was free-----
Angel is always Angel....
5 comments:
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Hi rachel.. angel..
what i can say is that everyone has the way to live in this messy world..
Time can help you in this...
you shld find something to busy on..
thats also help u alot..
try to think about the future.. u hav long long way to go..
think Positive (+VE)
He's a beef-stick. Chow him down! :P
hi... i read thru all the whole blog... i felt what u feel... all i wanted to say is that... tomolo is a better day.. although u might not be so successful today/ get what u relli wanted today... there is always hope in the following day.. never give up...
when a boat stays on shore, it will get nowhere, it will oni reach it's destination if it goes into the sea, although it may meet a lot of tidal waves or storms....
life is liddat... always full of ups and downs.. u can nvr predict it... but dont worry bout all the mistakes or bad things that have happened... learn from there... and u will soon find a better tomolo...
if u r realli feeling down n thinks that the world is crashing on u.. always remember there will be someone out there who will be willing to give u a hand...at least i know i will
anyways all the best n be happy always....
u look more pretty when u smile :)
Alex
My dear, my sweetheart mui mui
juz started to read your blog since you send me this url...
be strong & be brave
Things may not go as what we wanna it to be, dun care for those who don't worth it...
Do what you want & lead the life in your own way, and you'll realise one day... only you can treat yourself better
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